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hAy bUhAy….(nakakainis!!!)Ala na,kc naman eh!parang nakakaloko……ewan ko ba kung ako ang mali o silA…….
…bkt gAnitO,prng wala na kng gana sumulat dito,di ko kAsi alAm kung sino ANg mga plasTic….(sa room) fEelng ko,lAhat ng nasa paligid ko,plsTic!pArng aYaw ko ng pumasOk sa rOOm,pRng lht ayaw sa Akin….lAhat nlng ng mga bAgo kong mAkikilala,nAng-iiwan kAagad,anu kaya ang mButNg gWn?”mglipat ng section?”anu kaya?pero prng malabu mangyari….aLam nyo,pRng mababaliw nako minsan,kaya tUloy,binubuhOs ko lAhat ng Oras ko diTo….kung saan malaya akong itype ang mga nararaMdAman ko sa mga nangyayari,naipapabasa ko sa iba ang lahat ng mga bagay tungkol saakin at mAy nasasabihan pa ako na alm ko na ndi nya ipaGkakalaT!!!(“ang gulo noh!”)minsan napapansin ko nA lHt nalng ay lumalayo sa Akin,ndi ko tlga alm kung sino ang toToo o ndi,nababaliw tuloy ako…..sana ung mga bago ko namang kaSama,ndi rin maBrain-wAsh ng isa namng kaklase…Ang kiTid ksi ng utak ng iba kng kaklse,porke kaAway ng isa ang isa,dAmay dAmay na!!!dba nakakaloko?…pero,okay lng!kya ko namang panindign ang sinabi ko eh!                                    “kaya kong mabuhay ng walng kaibigan!”
nA ndi na ako umaaSa sa ibA,at kasabay na dun ang pag-iwas sa mga kasalanan,tulad ng “pagiging pLasTic” ganun!
pero, klahit anung magyari,kaya ko to…kung sinasabi nila na nagpapagaya ako,magpapagaya na tlga ako…yun naman gusto nila eh!ang masira nila ang ibng tao wala naman sa kanil;ang ginagawa…”mga PUTANG INA NILANG HAYOP SILANG GAGU SILA!” ndi na ako aasa kahit na kanino!!!

Nakakainis talaga yung mga tao sa school namain,lalo na ung mga tinuturing kung close friend!!! hindi ko sila maintindihan kung nagpapakaplastic lang ba sila!!!siguro sa ngayon,ang maituturing kung good friend ay sila:gladys o, gladys g. chelsea, celine, dominic, billy jane,grace at ang friend of mine na c michelle!!! cguro sa ngayon, di ko na muna imemention ang pangalan ng iba ko pang !!!friend!!! kasi nakikita ko na ang tunay nilangkulay lalu na ang isa na nakapa fake pala!!!

Akala ko pa naman,mabuti syng tao na taliwas sa iniisip ko pero, ganun pala siya! ang PLASTIC!!! sabi ko na sa sarili ko na di ko dapat siya lapitan dahil siguro nakikita ko noon na di sya magandang kaibigan paro ano?nagmatigas pa rin ako!!!at ang malaking pagkakamali ko naman ay binigay ko lahat ng tiwala ko with no regrets,but now i realize!ang fake fake pla nya!for 2 years na pinaki samahan ko sya,ngayon ko narealize ang tunay na sya!na siguro di nagkakamali!!at ang malaking bagay na napansin ko sa kanya ay:masyado syng sigurista sa sarili nya!na in a way na makikita ng iba ang kakaiba nyng ugali!!!!mahilig syang mar brian wash ng utak ng iba na nagiging cause ng pagkasira ng tingin ng ibang tao sayo!!!and its so unfair!kaya nga minsan sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na,dito ba talaga ang section ko, sa 4?ksi minsan parang may mali!sana nging section 3 nlang ako!dahil dun, hindi mga PLASTIC ang mga tao!!!siguro maiintindihan lng ng kapwa kong tao na friend ko ang nararamdaman ko ngayon!!!kung naging tapat din sya sakin!!!

cguro kung ikaw na taong nakakabasa ngayon  nito,

sabihan ka ng close friend mo na,ikaw ang nagtrador sa isa mo pang friend!!!! what do u fell?

Celine,
ganito kasi yung nangyari,diba nawawala ang frindster ni sheryl, tps nung isang araw nagcomputer sila, alam mo sabi ni she***<alam mo na yan! baka c bon nanaman ang nagtraydor sayo!!!! eh, ang masama galing pa sa ibang tao! sana naman kung maninira cla ng tao,ay ung harapan!!!kasi kung kaw tatanungin?sa tingin mo,magagwa kong traydoran ang tinuturing kong best friend? kaya sa panig ko naman, ay napaka sakit!!!<im getting emotional>
pero eto ang tatanungin ko sayo, deserve ko ba ang ganitohin???eh ako pa naman ay mahilig magtanim ng galit….
hindi ko na sya mapapatawad!!!! msaydo syang PLASTIC at INTIMIDATING!!!

leave ka naman ng comment!!! pls……

                                                                                                 Money or beauty?

 

                    What really defines money and beauty? For me, money is the root of evil and beauty is the most precious gift of god that money can’t buy. But how can people determine the true meaning of money without beauty and beauty without money? I’m sure that the answer of this question is depending upon the people who are answering. 

                     Some people want to choose money, because, if you have money you can be beautiful but they never know that sometimes people think that they are too desperate of being beautiful. While on the other hand, some people say that beauty is more important than money because it is natural and it is God’s gift. And most of the people appreciate the natural beauty by it self. We can really never tell what is the more important of these two things because both of these are important. But we can choose whether of these two things is our like most. Maybe, we can have beautiful face using our money but it is only artificial not like the natural beauty, that we can bring it till your last hour ends. But if you are going to ask me between the two, I would like to choose beauty because those will last longer, cause eventually, money will come and go, but beauty go both ways; on the inside and outside.

                     Not all of us have these two factors; maybe some have beauty but never had the money, and some have the money but never had the natural beauty. If you are going to analyze the given title, you can see that not money or beauty is important to life, the most important is the love, care, and respect that remain inside through out the beauty of one’s heart.

I was trying my hard to tell her if what the problem about her, but she is acting like she didn’t hear me! These days, I don’t care for her too much, Because, I finally figure out what is her real intention of getting along with us! I don’t want people who’s selfish and playing safe! It so hard for me to be comfortable! And it’s just a matter of fact that I’m not trading her, I just want people around me to know what I felt for her! This doesn’t mean that I get plastic of everyday getting along to her! But I know that she feel it also! And the biggest problem about her is she didn’t accept her mistake! And I guess this is the value of her that she didn’t know.

 

Note; for those people who red my testimonies please don’t misinterpret this statement, especially for my other friends…

Hope that you understand what I felt for this girl! Cause she irritates my day! But, I’m still getting along with her like before. Anyway, I’m still open for a new start! I’ am not closing my door to her. I just hope that she will be a greater person unlike before!

I really hate the people today! It’s because, their getting me crazy! Like my classmates, including one of my friend (Sheena) she made me and my other friends like, hopeless! And because of her our teacher gets mad to us! Cause we didn’t attend his class! And she reacts like, we shouldn’t get the P.E lessons because, were drop! And we will have no group at all! Isn’t it so unfair? And we think that she is so selfish! So, I think that she is not a good friend! “Cause only a good friend remain good in times that his or her friend is in a conflict situation!” I think she is just getting along with us because she needs to copy sometimes! But that’s only what I felt to her this day! I really hate her this day! She is just losing our hope! Instead she will help us; she just made us fell hopeless! And I conclude that she is a user!

 

And another problem is my sister! She just gets my day worst whenever I talk to her! And the jokes that she gave me is very below the belt! But she didn’t realize that! So sometimes, I think that if what if she’s not my sister? I can imagine the peacefulness of my mind! And the happiness! And what if I died when my mother is carrying me from her stomach? Because sometimes I fell that I’m so worthless to live! But, I just keep my self strong so that I can still face all odds that I encounter!

What I’m fell’n right now is very hard to understand, because, I’m so angry with the people around me but I cant understand why? And it seems like I’m so lunatic! And I don’t want to be like that! Because I can see what will people think of me, a bastard? I don’t really don’t know why I I’m like this, these day? But I think it’s because of my classmates, because they unintentionally hurt my felling, and one factor also is the whether here in our place! It so hot!

I woke up late in the morning, because, it’s already my intention to be late. And I don’t want to attend the flag ceremony, because it’s so hot! And my skin gets black whenever I expose to sun, but whatever, I’m not late in our first period. It’s just seem that my classmate think that I’m so conscious with my self. I’m very moody today, sometimes I fell so happy but later I’m sad and angry, but I think, its just a part of growing up!!!

Name: Bon-Ronel L. Alindogan
Nick Name: Bon-Bon
Age: 14yrs.old
Gender: Male
Birth day: September 26, 1993
Location: Philippines
Address: Sorsogon City
Yahoo ID: bon_cute72@yahoo.com
Contact no.09092670168
Hobbies: playing guitar, watching movies, reading, singing, etc.
Likes: A person who is kind, open-minded, have a good attitude, not fake, friendly, very loyal, skeptic, and doesn’t judge other person around him or her, lovely, know how to get along with other and a good friend to all!
Dis -likes: a judge mental person, very fake to other, unfriendly and miserable!
Motto: if you cant open up your problem to other people, always find a way to express it!